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I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other.
BE HONEST! Answer the questions in a comment, then repost on your own journal!
1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
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2) What was your dream growing up?
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3) What talent do you wish you had?
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4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
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5) Favorite vegetable?
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6) What was the last book you read?
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7) What zodiac sign are you?
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8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
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9) Worst Habit?
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10) If you saw me walking down the street, would you offer me a ride?
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11) What is your favorite sport?
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12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
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13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
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14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
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15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
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16) Do you have any pets?
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17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
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18) What was your first impression of me?
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19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
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20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
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21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
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22) What color eyes do you have?
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23) Ever been arrested?
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24) Bottle or can soda?
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25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
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27) What's your favorite place to hang at?
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28) Do you believe in ghosts?
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29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
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30) Do you swear a lot?
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31) Biggest pet peeve?
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32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
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33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
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35) Do you believe in God?
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36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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[01 Mar 2008|11:08am] |
New journal .
This one's been around forever, time for a change.
Name: shellerbabe
Add it.
<3
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[29 Feb 2008|08:14pm] |
So on Wednesday I talked about Wednesday, so now I'll talk about the past 2 days.
Yesterday pretty much sucked. I didn't realze how bad it was until I actually got home to do homework, but it definately sucked and it all started 3rd hour. I'm not getting into it, but I hated it. I sat here on the computer procrastinating homework and I ended up on the phone with Michael for a total of like 20 minutes talking about the most random things. Then we actually did homework online and I was up until 12:15 doing homework, then I took a shower, and went to bed at like 1:15.
Today I woke up at 6:30 or something, as always. I got less than 5 hours of sleep. How does that work?! I talked to mom then went to school and Michael and I did more homework lol. Then classes and what not and yeah. 7th hour 2 speakers came in to talk about PTSD and the war and being in Baghdad and whatnot. All I can say is "WOW!" It was so interesting. It really was. Then I came home and layed in bed and I fell asleep before 4:30 and I woke up at 7:30 so I took a 3 hour nap and mom woke me up and was like "I wasn't sure if you just wanted to sleep through the night or not." DUDE! WHO TAKES A 3 HOUR NAP FROM 4:30-7:30?! so I'm just now eating..carrots! lol. Then I guess I'll chill and hopefully crochet and take a shower to go back to bed...I'm still so tired, but not as exhausted!
Oh and I had the weirdest dream and I had one similar to it a couple years ago but dude it's insane! I tried looking up symbold for it but I didn't find anything. It doesn't make sense, yet I think I actually get what it's trying to tell me but yet I don't. It was crazy.
Anyways, random. So yeah..bye! :D
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[27 Feb 2008|11:22pm] |
So today w as great!
But yes. Bed is calling me.
Peace! lol.
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[25 Feb 2008|06:04pm] |
haha i was so tired today. it's not even funny. i went to lay down when i got home and i didn't sleep at all.
but my day was made when I got to school haha. My friends are great! lol ::cough::Michael::cough::
lol, dude, yeah. so GO NADAR! lol. I don't want him to win, I KNOW he won't win, but GO NADAR! Take votes away from Hilary and Barack!
Well, I'm pretty hungry, and I have homework.
Field trip Wednesday! lol. To the library, seriously it's for mentors, it made me laugh...especially because we're walking! It's pretty funny actually.
Lets talk! <3
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[24 Feb 2008|06:24pm] |
Caitlin made my day. It might be the stupidest thing to some people, but it made my day.
I'm so glad that I finally found friends that really care about what happens to me. <3
My day has been getting better since then, seriously.
My mom and I are tiggggggght again :D
Ang and I are still shegwsg, but she should learn not to mess with me! lol
Caitlin and Michael-I love you both so much! If I didn't have you two over break I have no clue what I would've done. You two are great <33333
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[24 Feb 2008|04:03pm] |
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I'm so sick and tired of this feeling.
I'm so sick and tired of this mood.
I'm so sick and tired of not knowing what to say.
Caitlin-thank you for talking to me today without making me tell you what's bothering me.
I feel so useless. I spent 80% of my day in my bed, and 60% of that was spent crying.
What a fun break, huh? I don't want school to go back.
dlkgheighjh.
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[23 Feb 2008|05:37pm] |
I'm done.....
...with everything.
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[23 Feb 2008|02:34am] |
so i signed offline a half an hour ago and i decided i needed to relax so i tried meditating and then i laid in bed and now i'm back here. i cannot sleep again. this is not good.
and worst of all, nobody's on for me to be entertained! you'd think they had something to do early in the morning on a saturday!
sghorsgh. someone get me sleeping pills or something!
<3?..i don't think i'm feeling the love thing...so we need a question mark there.
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[22 Feb 2008|11:43pm] |
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I'm so sick of getting ditched.
I'm so sick of getting hurt.
I'm so sick of having no where to turn.
I'm so sick of people being mad at me.
I'm so sick of being mad at people.
I'm so sick of plans not going through.
I'm so sick of people I can count on not being there.
I'm so sick of excuses.
I'm so sick of lies.
I'm so sick of defending myself.
I'm so tired of whenever someone's mad at me, then starts talking to me again, everybody else hates me.
I don't get it.
I don't even get how to explain how I feel right now...
Today sucked!
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[22 Feb 2008|05:51pm] |
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I'm sososososososososo tired of history repeating itself.
I felt so used today, you don't even know.
I hate people with a passion right now.
I've calmed down a little...for now.
Trust me, I was angry. Just ask my mom.
Ohhhh I'm sooo mad.
Words cannot express how mad I am.
Don't even bother asking whats wrong, because I don't even know where to begin.
HWRGT HBRHG BVJHDGY8ETU BRJTY4 !
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[21 Feb 2008|11:59pm] |
I love my wife whose name is Jessica Lynne.
I love our 3578374545657468379634758 kids together.
I love how neither of us were pregnant either time.
I love how none of them are adopted.
I love how I just remembered Tom and how we said we were dating eachother.
I LOVE HOW WE'RE MARRYING COREY!!!!!
Oh my how i miss that boy.
JESSICA WE WILL HUNT HIM DOWN AND MARRY HIM AND HAVE 3785379865798657 MORE KIDS WITH HIM!
oh man I miss these good times with my old SAS friends...especial;y Jessica who I haven't seen since she was walking with her grandpa while I was at my Aunt Sue's house.
I miss how we saw each other at the mall and ran up to each other just for 5 minutes.
I MISS YOU WIFE! WE NEVER HANG OUT ANYMORE!
AND WE STILL NEED TO FIND THAT ROCK! lol
<3
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[21 Feb 2008|01:50pm] |
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GAHHHHH
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[20 Feb 2008|02:32am] |
so it's 2:32 AM and my entertaninment just signed off line [AKA Michael.]
I cannot sleep. I am beyond tired, but I cannot sleep.
I've always wanted to tay up 24 and 48 hours...but I can't tonight.
I have to babysit later.
I can't be crabby with Mikayla!
hergiunihubn.
Anyways. Thanks Caitlin and Michael for talking to me today. I so appreciate it.
Michael you've done so much for me just these past 3 days. You are seriously like my rock or something. Thanks for being there and not giving up on me. You seriously don't know how much I apprecaite you being here for me. I cannot thank you enough. Words cannot express how greatful I am to have you in my life. You are the best person ever, I don't care how many people want to agree or disagree, you are one of the best people on the face of the planet. You're always there for me and I really want to make it up to you somehow. You say don't worry about it, but just name any way that I can repay you and it is done!~ Thanks so much, if you need ANYTHINGGG, i am here. just name it and I'll be there in a FLASHHHHH! <3
He is definately the Jason to my Carly lol [General Hospital people, keep up. (I'm the annoying chick friend who always goes running to the big hero/best friend every time something in my life goes wrong and the big hero guy doesn't seem to care no matter what)]
Alright, ten minutes later I should go and do something..meditate again maybe, definately try and get some sleep.
Nighttt people. Or morning, however you look at it. :D
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[19 Feb 2008|05:54pm] |
i need out.
yeaterday luna for 5 hours with caitlin, em was there half the time and maddie the other half, plus we were there alone for like an hour. haha yeah. our car ride was akward beyond belief. taco bel was good though..they actually had what i wanted!!! yumm cheesy bean and rice burritto and cheesy potatoes. yum-the guys there were total creeps though lol...they gave us weird looks [they were in line not working]
today i was supposed to go see "ps i love you" with kdm, dad was gonna pick me up so I had to see if mom would take me..then kdm couldnt go.
so i need out.
i can't wait to babysit tomorrow. or thursday. it's only from 5 until like 9/930/10 or something but whatever. i'm out.
then hopefully this weekend hanging out with caitlin and michael.
that would make my life great.
those two are so great. they have no idea how much i appreciate them.
and juicebox, she's terriffic.
so here's a little shoutout to you three:
Caitlin-thanks so much for everything. if you need anything, i'm here. i'm sorry for the akwarness. <3
Juicebox-I don't even know if you have one of these, but I hope you feel better soon and thanks for saying you'll be there. It means a lot. I'm here if you need me <3
Michael-ohhh my best friend who denies that I annoy him when I constantly run to him with all my problems. You helped me a lot yesterday, you got my mind off of my horrible day like no other. I really appreciate it. I'm here for you, no matter what. I don't care what it is, you name it and I'm there in a flash. <3
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[17 Feb 2008|08:39pm] |
I was really dramatic today. Seriously, I haven't been this dramatic in forever. Caitlin and I were making plans since like 2 or something and our parents decided that we can't go and bowl with Michael at 10:30, but we can go to Luna instead. Caitlin's dad wouldn't let her go. We were so mad, we were complaing for an hour, I seriously wanted to break something reallly badly. I was beyond pissed off. So I called up Michael and told him we couldn't go, but he works next Friday so we made plans for Thursday/Friday/Saturday instead...so that made me feel better. He sounded kinda dissapointed and Caitlin and I felt sooo bad, we really wanted to jump off a cliff. I'm just glad that we decided to hang out another day instead...break was totally gonna suck.
I was talking to mom like "BREAK SUCKS!!!!!" and Caitlin was on the phone with me...I'm so dramatic when I really want something. She wa slike "We Love You! " I was all "whatever!" gah. A break full of babysitting is great because I love playing with little kids, plus I get paid for it, but I never hung out with people because I never had friends but now that I have them I can't do anything?! BS! gahhh. whatever, mom said I can hang out with them next weekend, so it made it better.
Tomorrow Caitlin and I are going to The Luna tomorrow...let's hope Sarah's in a better mood! She was so crying last time..I felt bad..that's what she got for hexxing me! lol
Comment and I will love you! Oh, make plans for break..I need to have some fun!
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[16 Feb 2008|12:22pm] |
I don't feel like doing anything today, but yet I'm completely bored if I don't do anything.
I hate this.
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[15 Feb 2008|11:40pm] |
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I'm tired of sitting here waiting for people.
I'm tired of having nothing to do.
I'm tired of feeling like I have nowhere to turn.
I'm tired of having this insecure feeling.
I'm tired of drama.
I'm tired of guys.
I'm tired of certain things bing said.
I'm tired of people asking so many questions.
I'm tired of nobody really even caring.
I'm tired of annoying myself.
I'm tired of guys.
I'm tired of all of you.
I need to get out. I don't mean out of the house and to someone elses house and do nothing. I mean I need to get out and have fun.
I'm tired of waiting around and chasing people and being ditched and not having plans.
I'm tired of not knowig anything.
I'm tired of my keyboard not working.
I'm tired of complaining.
I'm tired of food.
I'm tired of my body.
I'm tired of nothing working.
I'm tired of feeling this way.
I'm so effing sick and tired of it all.
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[12 Feb 2008|06:15pm] |
gahhhhh two more daysssssss.
i can't wait for breakkk.
one week of nothingness.
except the 14th and 16th and another day when I'm babysitting.
gahh. we should chillax or something :D
::cough cough::JESSICA! ::cough couhg::
lol <3
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